Okay so my birthday is coming up and to be honest I'm dreading it. Why? Well, I've been thinking about how time flies since I am the youngest one in the family and I was youngest one in the group of friends that we (my brothers and I) grew up with and I'm turning 20 + ? tomorrow…well point being is that I feel old. I know I am not old but I can't help feeling old and as if life is passing me by…way too fast. I feel like I should have accomplished more things in life at my age…although when I compare my life to both of my brothers' lives or even our group of friends I do feel accomplished….yet it's not where I would have liked to be at this point of my life.
To make matters worse I'm worried about my age because I keep thinking about a comment the mystery man made a while back. The mystery man once mentioned that a woman reaches the perfect age at 20 + ? …and that's precisely the age I'm going to be. Why am I worried? Well simply because I have no idea what's going to happen when I do reach that age. Does it mean that he stops talking to women when they hit that age?
On top of feeling old, my mom has been asking me what do I want to do for my birthday and all I can come up with is nothing… Is it so wrong to want nothing for your birthday?
