Last night one of my friends posted the following as her status:
Theres somebody for everyone, this I know. I've seen the most amazing things from love before. Can't wait 'til I experience that little piece of my own someone. You know that's all I ever wanted. I'm gonna be all that you wanted I bet money on it. I wanna be part of the crowd, I want a love that's gonna make me proud.... I think it's time I became somebody's someone lalalala ♥
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I wanted to laugh when I read it and I wanted to reply, thank you for making me realized how much of a cynic I have become, especially when it comes to love… but then I remembered that she wouldn't get it. Why? Because I tend to play the part of the odd, smart, innocent, good girl, who knows nothing of love and especially about sex…. Okay maybe it's not so much of a part that I play…since I am smart and overall a good girl who at times is rather innocent and socially awkward…I just can't imagine telling someone face-to-face what really goes through my mind…
Okay back to the point…I can't believe that I am disenchanted with love…the girl who was in love with love…feels like love is just a stupid illusion that girls are taught to search for in order to keep them (us) entertained and busy enough to not notice what's really going on around us… stupid fairy tales.
I know it may sound like a total contradiction especially when I have planned my dream wedding already but a dress and ring and even a cake doesn't mean that my heart desires to get married or even believes in love right now...
