Okay while I was trying to wrap my brain around the concept of being a sex toy I decided that I want feel that the mystery man is actually real. Maybe not see since I doubt it he will allow it but at least I would like to feel that he is real and not a figment of my imagination. Now I just have to be a good girl to get what I want…now the question is how?
Yes I am still sad about what happen with the engineer and I do hope one day he will forgive me but I also realize that the possibility of that happening are slim to none. But I do know it's my own doing. And hopefully lesson learned this time around.
